3 days. and not a single word from you. its not that you're obliged to reply or anything. its just that you've always replied, no matter how mundane my messages were. and we had an okay conversation last sunday. i guess you have your reasons. i just find it weird that people can actually drop off the face of the earth... then again, your mysterious appearance in my life should have been enough for me to expect that you can also mysteriously disappear...

are you out of the country or there's no signal where you are?

did i do or say something wrong?

did i get too close?

i'm not what you're looking for? (then again, i never mentioned anything beyond friendship)

are your parents onto you again?

did you lose your phone? 

these are only some of the reasons i can come up with aside from the 'i-don't-mean-to-be-rude-but-you-don't-really-mean-anything-to-me' reason. now, if only i can put my finger on the right one. thing is, i really don't mind if you never want to see me again. after all, we're not really anything. but i guess, i'm just the type of person that you have to be honest with. give me the cold hard truth. its okay. running away from me would just make me think that we're playing hide and seek. and i love games, you know...