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3 -- the number of girlfriends i've had
3 -- real good friends who became my girlfriends (haha)
6 (years) -- the longest relationship i've had
2 (years) -- the shortest
16 -- when i had my first kiss
a decade -- that i've been with someone (encompasses all 3 gfs)
1 -- fling ( i swear, isa lang talaga)
0 -- one night stands
15, 21, 25 -- dates of monthsarries
24 -- age when i found myself single
13 (months) -- since she broke my heart
4 (years) -- since i broke her heart
2 (months) -- since she's been out of my mind (finally!)
2 -- crushes who are both taken (sigh...)
1 -- crush who had just broken up with her gf (ayoko naman maging rebound)
-3 (months) -- when i can finally decide that i'm sane enough to go out on dates
the things is, these numbers aren't really anything. they just appear to be some sort of twisted timeline reminding me of the things i've done and the things that i may want to do or not do.
the concept of statistics is very abstract for me. i never really hated math. but it wasn't one of my favorite subjects either. in the same way that having written those digits above, i find it more confusing how i can summarize my lovelife by using a bunch of numbers. then again, hasn't there been this text message going around which says how math is the background for some of the most tragic stories? haha.
i wish we could just skip the problem solving and just get to the answers. arrive at the solution. the end point. (for some people: the happy ending) yeah, i know, i have low EQ. but for most people out there, aren't you tired of waiting for that answer to be revealed to you? how can you tell that this is you happy ending. or maybe this is just a stepping stone for your soon to be happy ending. haha. i guess we'll never really know until the end is there.
now let's talk about chemistry...
Posted at 7:28:40 pm by tequila_breath
 | | | tequila breath
July 15, 2008 05:23 AM PDT
hmm, hindi naman ata talaga tayo dapat makipag-laro diba? ewan ko, call me old-fashioned pero i was never really the type who played around. iniisip ko nga minsan kung dapat ba nagloko ako kasi, tignan mo, after doing everything right, iniwan pa din ako...
wala talagang assurances sa mga tao na pinipili natin. :( | |
| | | Jham
July 15, 2008 05:12 AM PDT
Jham: curious lang po. expected na ba sa mga taong magka-fling at one night stands ngayon? im really out of the loop here. *headscratch*
<-- anu po.. na slow ako *kamot den ulo* | |
| | | Jham
July 15, 2008 05:10 AM PDT
oo.. siguro nga.. chaka i was young pa non.. sobrang hanap ko ng seryosong rel.. hindi kase ako marunong makipag laru non.. (to think chatter pa ako nung mga panahong yun..)ampoopoo... pag nagkakaron ako ng kaon nun, feeling ko sya na.. hindi pala..
anyways, awa ng diyos tumgal tagal na ako sa rel.. date kase may taneng, hagang 4 months lang.. hahahah | |
| | | tequila breath
July 14, 2008 03:18 AM PDT
haha. dapat ba lagyan ko na? tsk, tsk. exam muna. :)
hay nako. ewan ko ba yung mga correlation na yan noh. hindi ko maintindihan yung mga ganyang bagay... | |
| | | antimony
July 13, 2008 05:29 AM PDT
lagyan mo naman ng laman yung one night stand! :P
uy, pero you know, there is a hidden correlaton, even with random numbers, such as what you have. (im just messing up with you) | |
| | | scout
July 11, 2008 06:42 PM PDT
well, i tend to run away from "fashionable girls" who may have a tendency to be "high maintenance" - even if they're helluva cute (unless they're actually down-to-earth). stress-free living is much nicer. :)
physics is like science meeting philosophy. beautiful. :) (and spoken like a true nerd) | |
| | | tequila breath
July 11, 2008 04:35 PM PDT
jham, hindi naman motto. :) nagloko ako once. ganto kasi yun, may gf ako for 6 years tapos during that time, nag-overlap with my recent ex. yun lang yung time na nagloko ako. pramis. at hindi ko na uulitin. (nag-explain daw ba?) hmm, at bakit ka nman naiiwan? baka you had the tendency to pick the wrong girls. ;)
scout, i never even had a quantum physics subject. ikaw kaya mag-explain nun. haha. :) well, lets just say na she's really beautiful, magaling pumorma etc. yung type na hindi ko ata kayang dalhin. (other than the fact na sobrang yaman nung ex niya...) something like that... | |
| | | scout
July 11, 2008 07:47 AM PDT
TQ: that must be a hell of a batchmate. pang-miss universe ba yun?
ok, kung ayaw mo calculus, quantum physics na lang. :D
Jham: curious lang po. expected na ba sa mga taong magka-fling at one night stands ngayon? im really out of the loop here. *headscratch*
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| | | Jham
July 11, 2008 05:02 AM PDT
HUWWWAWW!! ang motto mo ba ay bawal magloko? hahaha... ako ngyun lang tumgal e.. lage kase akong naiiwan date.. =( | |
| | | tequila breath
July 11, 2008 03:59 AM PDT
emoterang nurse -- hindi din naman ako mahilig sa chem at math. and tumagal ng years yung mga relationships ko. pero tignan mo, single na ko ngayon. haha. :)
scout -- calculus?!?! i can't even remember a single thing about that subject. at least yung chem kahit papano, may alam pa ako. haha. nah. i don't think you know any of my crushies. yung 2 na taken were my subordinates and yung isa na kakabreak pa lang with her gf is a batchmate of mine who, i think, is way outta my league... :(
jham -- pramis. isa lang talaga na fling at walang one night stand. :) haha. puro serious-seriousan mga relationships ko. weh. :P | |
| | | Jham
July 11, 2008 01:59 AM PDT
1 -- fling ( i swear, isa lang talaga)
0 -- one night stands
weeeeeehhh!!!! d nga...
hahahahahaha!! | |
| | | scout
July 11, 2008 12:04 AM PDT
chemistry?!?! pwede bang calculus na lang? :)
"2 -- crushes who are both taken (sigh...)
1 -- crush who had just broken up with her gf (ayoko naman maging rebound)"
so, may kilala ba ko dito? spill! :D | |
| | | emoterang nurse
July 10, 2008 10:58 PM PDT
haayyy...
ayoko nga ng math at chemistry bad trip yan...hahaha...kaya cguro di tumgal ng years ang mga relationship ko dhil di ako mahilig sa math at chem...
grabeh ang haba ng mga naging relationship mo...astig ka!!!
congratz!!!kasi finally wla na sya sa isip mo...:) | |
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 i am tequila breath
25 years old
reviewing for the board exams
alcoholic in denial
x-men and star wars freak
obsessed with tequila, baileys and SMB
hates jeepney drivers
would love to have a pug
searching for redemption
abhors vanity
attracted to logic and reasoning
anti-pop movement
contented with a can of peaches and a bar of chocolate
in constant denial
impulsive buyer
sleeps beside a bunch of junk
ridiculous looking in hats
stutters when pressured
has very bad short term memory
has very bad depth perception
can almost be considered blind in low-lighted areas
searching for that one person who'll amaze me beyond comprehension
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